As I read this chapter, I remembered
an activity I completed as a student in my Master of Arts in Teaching program
at Emory. We were asked to describe our
identities using six terms, similarly to the way we were asked to define
ourselves in our first class session. Our
professor asked us to notice whether or not we had included our race. I was astonished, and then embarrassed, to
realize that I had not listed my race as a primary element of my identity. I was humbled to realize that as a member of
a dominant group, had never been pushed to closely identify with my own race,
or to think of my own race as anything other than “normal.” My Whiteness had never caused any problems
for me or marked me as different from the majority of my peers.
Since that time, I have been
challenged to recognize the ways that my race, and other parts of my identity
that match with dominant groups, has provided subtle privileges. I resonated
with McIntosh’s (1996) list of advantages that a White heterosexual person will
probably be granted. Coming to grips
with unearned privilege is difficult; I would prefer to believe that everything
I have experienced and accomplished is the direct result of a combination my hard
work, determination, and natural abilities.
However, I have to acknowledge the role that others’ positive
stereotypes about some of the categories I fit into have helped me along the
way.
Thank you Sarah for sharing and making me reflect. This idea of guilt and unearned privilege seems to be a theme in a lot of posts. I'd like to continue this conversation with everyone.
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